Cuando ya estoy aceptando la idea de que tengo que arreglármelas sola, llega una nueva maldición disfrazada de sol.

Jenny Holzer - Truisms

a little knowledge can go a long way

a lot of professionals are crackpots

a man can't know what it is to be a mother

a name means a lot just by itself

a positive attitude means all the difference in the world

a relaxed man is not necessarily a better man

a sense of timing is the mark of genius

a sincere effort is all you can ask

a single event can have infinitely many interpretations

a solid home base builds a sense of self

a strong sense of duty imprisons you

absolute submission can be a form of freedom

abstraction is a type of decadence

abuse of power comes as no surprise

action causes more trouble than thought

alienation produces eccentrics or revolutionaries

all things are delicately interconnected

ambition is just as dangerous as complacency

ambivalence can ruin your life

an elite is inevitable

anger or hate can be a useful motivating force

animalism is perfectly healthy

any surplus is immoral

anything is a legitimate area of investigation

artificial desires are despoiling the earth

at times inactivity is preferable to mindless functioning

at times your unconsciousness is truer than your conscious mind

automation is deadly

awful punishment awaits really bad people

bad intentions can yield good results

being alone with yourself is increasingly unpopular

being happy is more important than anything else

being judgmental is a sign of life

being sure of yourself means you're a fool

believing in rebirth is the same as admitting defeat

boredom makes you do crazy things

calm is more conductive to creativity than is anxiety

categorizing fear is calming

change is valuable when the oppressed become tyrants

chasing the new is dangerous to society

children are the most cruel of all

children are the hope of the future

class action is a nice idea with no substance

class structure is as artificial as plastic

confusing yourself is a way to stay honest

crime against property is relatively unimportant

decadence can be an end in itself

decency is a relative thing

dependence can be a meal ticket

description is more important than metaphor

deviants are sacrificed to increase group solidarity

disgust is the appropriate response to most situations

disorganization is a kind of anesthesia

don't place to much trust in experts

drama often obscures the real issues

dreaming while awake is a frightening contradiction

dying and coming back gives you considerable perspective

dying should be as easy as falling off a log

eating too much is criminal

elaboration is a form of pollution

emotional responses ar as valuable as intellectual responses

enjoy yourself because you can't change anything anyway

ensure that your life stays in flux

even your family can betray you

every achievement requires a sacrifice

everyone's work is equally important

everything that's interesting is new

exceptional people deserve special concessions

expiring for love is beautiful but stupid

expressing anger is necessary

extreme behavior has its basis in pathological psychology

extreme self-consciousness leads to perversion

faithfulness is a social not a biological law

fake or real indifference is a powerful personal weapon

fathers often use too much force

fear is the greatest incapacitator

freedom is a luxury not a necessity

giving free rein to your emotions is an honest way to live

go all out in romance and let the chips fall where they may

going with the flow is soothing but risky

good deeds eventually are rewarded

government is a burden on the people

grass roots agitation is the only hope

guilt and self-laceration are indulgences

habitual contempt doesn't reflect a finer sensibility

hiding your emotions is despicable

holding back protects your vital energies

humanism is obsolete

humor is a release

ideals are replaced by conventional goals at a certain age

if you aren't political your personal life should be exemplary

if you can't leave your mark give up

if you have many desires your life will be interesting

if you live simply there is nothing to worry about

ignoring enemies is the best way to fight

illness is a state of mind

imposing order is man's vocation for chaos is hell

in some instances it's better to die than to continue

inheritance must be abolished

it can be helpful to keep going no matter what

it is heroic to try to stop time

it is man's fate to outsmart himself

it is a gift to the world not to have babies

it's better to be a good person than a famous person

it's better to be lonely than to be with inferior people

it's better to be naive than jaded

it's better to study the living fact than to analyze history

it's crucial to have an active fantasy life

it's good to give extra money to charity

it's important to stay clean on all levels

it's just an accident that your parents are your parents

it's not good to hold too many absolutes

it's not good to operate on credit

it's vital to live in harmony with nature

just believing something can make it happen

keep something in reserve for emergencies

killing is unavoidable but nothing to be proud of

knowing yourself lets you understand others

knowledge should be advanced at all costs

labor is a life-destroying activity

lack of charisma can be fatal

leisure time is a gigantic smoke screen

listen when your body talks

looking back is the first sign of aging and decay

loving animals is a substitute activity

low expectations are good protection

manual labor can be refreshing and wholesome

men are not monogamous by nature

moderation kills the spirit

money creates taste

monomania is a prerequisite of success

morals are for little people

most people are not fit to rule themselves

mostly you should mind your own business

mothers shouldn't make too many sacrifices

much was decided before you were born

murder has its sexual side

myth can make reality more intelligible

noise can be hostile

nothing upsets the balance of good and evil

occasionally principles are more valuable than people

offer very little information about yourself

often you should act like you are sexless

old friends are better left in the past

opacity is an irresistible challenge

pain can be a very positive thing

people are boring unless they are extremists

people are nuts if they think they are important

people are responsible for what they do unless they are insane

people who don't work with their hands are parasites

people who go crazy are too sensitive

people won't behave if they have nothing to lose

physical culture is second best

planning for the future is escapism

playing it safe can cause a lot of damage in the long run

politics is used for personal gain

potential counts for nothing until it's realized

private property created crime

pursuing pleasure for the sake of pleasure will ruin you

push yourself to the limit as often as possible

raise boys and girls the same way

random mating is good for debunking sex myths

rechanneling destructive impulses is a sign of maturity

recluses always get weak

redistributing wealth is imperative

relativity is no boon to mankind

religion causes as many problems as it solves

remember you always have freedom of choice

repetition is the best way to learn

resolutions serve to ease our conscience

revolution begins with changes in the individual

romantic love was invented to manipulate women

routine is a link with the past

routine small excesses are worse than then the occasional debauch

sacrificing yourself for a bad cause is not a moral act

salvation can't be bought and sold

self-awareness can be crippling

self-contempt can do more harm than good

selfishness is the most basic motivation

selflessness is the highest achievement

separatism is the way to a new beginning

sex differences are here to stay

sin is a means of social control

slipping into madness is good for the sake of comparison

sloppy thinking gets worse over time

solitude is enriching

sometimes science advances faster than it should

sometimes things seem to happen of their own accord

spending too much time on self-improvement is antisocial

starvation is nature's way

stasis is a dream state

sterilization is a weapon of the rulers

strong emotional attachment stems from basic insecurity

stupid people shouldn't breed

survival of the fittest applies to men and animals

symbols are more meaningful than things themselves

taking a strong stand publicizes the opposite position

talking is used to hide one's inability to act

teasing people sexually can have ugly consequences

technology will make or break us

the cruelest disappointment is when you let yourself down

the desire to reproduce is a death wish

the family is living on borrowed time

the idea of revolution is an adolescent fantasy

the idea of transcendence is used to obscure oppression

the idiosyncratic has lost its authority

the most profound things are inexpressible

the mundane is to be cherished

the new is nothing but a restatement of the old

the only way to be pure is to stay by yourself

the sum of your actions determines what you are

the unattainable is invariable attractive

the world operates according to discoverable laws

there are too few immutable truths today

there's nothing except what you sense

there's nothing redeeming in toil

thinking too much can only cause problems

threatening someone sexually is a horrible act

timidity is laughable

to disagree presupposes moral integrity

to volunteer is reactionary

torture is barbaric

trading a life for a life is fair enough

true freedom is frightful

unique things must be the most valuable

unquestioning love demonstrates largesse of spirit

using force to stop force is absurd

violence is permissible even desirable occasionally

war is a purification rite

we must make sacrifices to maintain our quality of life

when something terrible happens people wake up

wishing things away is not effective

with perseverance you can discover any truth

words tend to be inadequate

worrying can help you prepare

you are a victim of the rules you live by

you are guileless in your dreams

you are responsible for constituting the meaning of things

you are the past present and future

you can live on through your descendants

you can't expect people to be something they're not

you can't fool others if you're fooling yourself

you don't know what's what until you support yourself

you have to hurt others to be extraordinary

you must be intimate with a token few

you must disagree with authority figures

you must have one grand passion

you must know where you stop and the world begins

you can understand someone of your sex only

you owe the world not the other way around

you should study as much as possible

your actions ae pointless if no one notices

your oldest fears are the worst ones

una ocho

Hay personas cuyo destino social es darle cuerda al que necesite energía ajena ya sea por su fuerte carácter o por su necesidad de atención, o ambas. Curiosamente, su fin es el de satisfacer a su mismo acompañante al que le roba descaradamente. Vendría siendo un parásito solidario. Es patético que la víctima muchas veces lo sepa y, quizás por falta de cariño, autoridad o autoestima, considera el proceso un "mal necesario", dejándose chupar el espíritu para obtener un beneficio que nada tiene que ver la carencia que le otorga su compañero (a). Se forma de esta manera un problema agregado al organismo, pero un pequeño premio de consuelo a consecuencia de éste. Qué solución se le da a ese nuevo problema: cada organismo es solitariamente responsable. A menos que, cual vampiro, adquiera las habilidades parásito-solidarias del otro y nos convirtamos todos paulatinamente en uno más, siendo una comunidad enteramente vampiresca. Yo no lo veo factible: ¿de dónde sacarían energía ahora los vampiros? ¿qué sería de nuestro mundo si sólo habitara gente hiperventilada? Es por eso que existen los polos opuestos, y que lamentablemente se atraigan. Habrá que pensar que eso hace la vida más entretenida.

Domingo

Si algo he aprendido en el último tiempo, es que la mayoría de las discusiones son por estupideces, aunque luego se olvida la insignificante razón para seguir destensionando el cuerpo...discutiendo.

mañana

Mañana escribo ..... lo prometo!!

Tu destino en Bancoestado

Hola sshiquititos, primer cuento, voy a partir con un acontecimiento peculiar que me paso en una de mis salidas top.

Fui el miércoles con mis amiguis a Santiago a nada menos que vernos el tarot,(siempre salimos las 3 juntas, o a veces 4 pero esta vez falló Carolina Tagle Lucero porque no cree) a alguien que me fue recomendado por mi hermano, quien fue por su polola, que fue por su hermana, que fue por una prima etc etc, y cuando el rio suena, piedras trae así que me averigüé bien todo, aunque igual se me cayó del pedestal cuando supe que el famoso tarotista se hacía llamar "Sadrak", causante de risas y de que caro le dijera de por vida Sandrak, y más aún cuando supe que no era algún tipo de sala sino en la calle. La cosa es que fuimos. La karla le seguia diciendo chanta pero yo y vale (alias inquilinas) preferimos no decir nada porque Sadrak podria captar nuestras malas vibras y decirnos atrocidades o hecharnos una maldicion.

Como provincianas huasas nos demoramos un poco en llegar al no encontrar el lugar, asi que tuve que llamar al celu del gallo y me dijo que estaba en el Bancoestado de Alameda (1169 si alguien lee esto y se emociona y va) llegando a Morandé, y mas encima cuando arrivamos casi nos devolvemos pk habia un par de viejas jotes k nunca se iban. Pero toda opinión cambió cuando tocó mi turno.

En una mesa redonda de unos 45 cm de diámetro con un pequeño mantel morado ultra esotérico con estrellitas y lunitas, el famoso Sadrak, un gordo todo relajado y guiado por fuerzas espirituales, que se sentaba apoyado en la pared del Banco, empezó a revolver su notablemente usado y probablemente combinado mazo de cartas. Elejimos la opción de hacer 3 preguntas cada una (sin tirada completa), ya que se suponía que tenía que ser rápido para ir después a ver El perfume. Mi primera pregunta se refería a qué pasaba con elegir o no la carrera que quería pa estudiar(tengo complicaciones con eso, yo quiero estudiar arte pero obviamente mis papis no están muy felices con la idea, la cosa es que nunca le dije nada al tarotista), cuando el tipo me hace sacar con la mano izquierda 3 cartas, y al momento en que da vuelta la primera de ellas, resulta ser la carta del Arte (mis amiguis kart y rasp ahí al lado se impulsan hacia atrás de la impresión), luego la del Deseo y después no me acuerdo cuál más, creo que el Sol, y todavía faltaba la explicación: excelente, exactísima y me sacó de todas mis dudas. Mientras jugaba con piedras esotéricas que hacían juego con la mesa, lo explicó más o menos así: que yo ya sabía muy bien en lo que era buena y lo que me hacía feliz, por lo que había un deseo profundo en esta vocación, y que por lo tanto eligiera lo que más me gustara porque si no, no sería lo mismo.

Las respuestas que me dió a las otras 2 preguntas también fueron acertadas, pero creo que todo lo que quería saber en realidad era eso. Igual a la karla y la Vale, como para que quedaran así =O.

Después de eso nos fuimos espirituadas y adorando a Sadrak, como pendejitas que les han revelado algún secreto mágico, y comentando las carreras bohemias que nos habían salido, dignas de volver a esas reuniones de ex-alumnos vestidas de negro y con boina. El perfume ya se había agotado, así que fuimos a recorrer Sanhattan y pasamos a comprar libros bohemios acorde con nuestras carreras bohemias (la vale uno de filosofía y yo uno de Picasso), pero nunca olvidaré esa sesión, que miedo que todo esté escrito y se vea en cosas tan....eehh...paradójicas como unas cartas o tu mano.

Y hablando de eso, la que sí me dijo atrocidades fue mi mamá, que me leyó la mano (no sé cómo lo hacen) y me dijo k iba a tener una vida complicada =( , algo más debe saber que nunca le quiere leer la mano a sus hijos, no lo vuelvo a hacer, Sadrak es más positivo, la próxima vez me veo la tirada completa, donde te dicen cómo eres etc.

Fin.

Caro lee esto y arrepiéntete, tal vez sadrak te haga algo a tí.